without word

I shouldn’t have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it
I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place
I should have run away
I should have pretended I wasn’t listening
like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it
I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place
Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
It came without a word
Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore
otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before
Without a word, tears starts falling down
Without a word, my heart is broken
Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I’ve become transparent, I’ve become a fool
and I cry just by looking at the sky
Without a word, separation finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
It tool my heart by surprised
To send you away unexpectedly
It came without a word
Without a word, love appears
Without a word, love vanishes
Like a fever I’ve had, maybe all I have to do is hurt for a while
Because in the end, the only thing that remains are scars

sakit...

kmu pena rsa skit ati yg teramat!!!?.. rsa mcm mau cabut kuar ja ati 2 dri bdan... tau ka thp kebencian yg tggi ble mnyebabkn ati jdi skit..??. BETUL sy tak kesah klu kmu da suka pompuan len.. rasanya da sy bgtau kan klu satu ari ada pompuan yg dpt mencuri ati kmu, juz tel me... sy tak kan marah.. jau skali benci kmu... ni cma supaya sy tak la mnggu dan mghrap... bkn ati nie tak sggp mnggu or mghrp.. but, ati nie skit sgt bila fikir kmu pena ckp yg kmu syg sy.. tpi kenyataan nya apa yg sy ble nmpk n suma pun ble nmpk.. yg kmu mmg teda perasaan ngan sy lae… sy ckp sy da skt hmpir 2 bulan, n dia kata dia oso skt.. wah caring nya ‘U’ ngan dia... can semes her dri pgi smpai ptg.. sy smggu skali pun mcm ssh sgt.. if not me yg start, mybe kmu tak kan start.. if msg pun mybe sekerat.... sebetul nya mmg dri awl lae suma slh sy.. sy yg mula kan satu perpisahan yg pjg.. sy yg skit kan ati kmu dulu.. ya!! suma slh sy.. tpi sy pena cba utk baiki keadaan.. trus jdi lak perpisahan yg ke2..sy igt kan ble jdi lbh bek.. tpi jdi mcm lae trk.. mybe sy sowg ja yg rasa gini.. ss sendri.. kecewa sendri.. kmu mybe da sgt happy ngan apa yg kmu ada skang.. atau mybe kmu tak sedar yg kamu ska ama dia.. skang sy sedarkan yg kmu ada perasaan ngan dia.. ngan sy adalah zero!! rasanya teda lae “ I love u, as”…

p/s: maaf, sy da tak terlarat nak pendam lae...

mathematic!

today i wil talk about mathematic... if, maths is a guy.. i wil marry him.. ahahahaha... gila!! ahaha.. tapi btl la.. sy gila minat ngan math.. klu ble nak study math ja.. huuhuhu.. benda yg sy rsa rugi bila ambi acc, coz tak dpt bljr ful math kat matrik nie.. ada topic yg kena cut dri syllbs kmi.. juz utk acc la.. alasan nya coz math sh utk bdk acc.. What the tut... ahaha.. ada lak gitu.. suma 2 depands ngan owg bha 2.. dah suma penyarah da set kat mind diowg.. math ssh utk bdk acc. that y diowg nmpk result math bdk acc yg rendah sj.. aiyoh.. tulung la ya.. cut da syllbus, bukan cra terbek bha... sptt nya diowg improve diowg nya cra pengajran... uiseyh sy lak yg bg cdngan ahahaha.. pa ble bt.. sy mau bljar mat bngat.. huhuhu.. takpa.. pas nie.. ada rezeki smbg pure math.. hahahaha.. amin... usaha lbh ckit bru dpt kan.. k 2 ja la utk arie nie.. da merepek bnyk.. ahahahaha.. daaa...