wanna go home!!! how??

keboringan menimbul kan dilema.. uiseyh.. tak de mkne nye.. ehhe..
tapi btl tngh dlm dilema nie.. adoh.. sy mau blk 8sept ptg.. tpi ada ka 2 ferry arrr...
takut sy nnti teda bha.. sia2 tia dpt blk raya.. sedih mngis darh kat labuan nie..
mau blk 9sept mcm da lmbt bha.. sehari sblum raya 2.. atleast ada sehari beposa kat uma..
merasa jua bebuka mskan mama.. adui windu nya la.. huhuhu.. tuhan sj yg tau.. skt jiwa skjp.. uhhu..

mengapakah.. bagaimanakah.. aduihai nie la nasib c perantau!! mengada@perasan.. ahha.. tak pa bkn owg tau.. ehhe.. sapa la mau bca blog sy nie.. tak best.. biar SS sendri.. best jua kan.. ehhe.. agk merepek d sna..

best owh posa d sini.. tak la trk pun.. best lae ada.. huu.. yg best bazaar leh.. bnyk grai 2.. mmg real nya bazaar la.. mmg terasa jua.. n kat sini.. terawih tak tggl lae nie.. ehehe.. padahal last year, sehari pun tak pena pie terawih.. 2 yg bgs gak dok sini... lae pun kmi ambi 8 rakaat jew.. abis kena consider gak kan.. kena blajar leh.. asgmnt lae berlambak.. syukur ada yg sy da bt awl sikit..
so krg jua tekanan.. klu keja last minit.. tak ka mngs nnti.. ehehe..

tpi yg payah nya kan pasal bzaar nie.. (ish tba2 lak bazaar blk nie..) sabar ja la erk!.. ahaha..
arr sal bazaar, abiz dut owh.. bnyk mknn sdp2.. adui menggugat iman btl.. krg bnyk da pahala posa..aiyoh mcmna la nie.. menyedihkan... bkn nma posa lae nie.. knyng saja tiap masa..
tapi pa leh bt la.. sapa suru diowg jual mknn sdp sgt.. yg plg sdp nac ayam berempah!!!..aiyoh 2 kaka n pakcik sgt pandai msk arr.. grai diowg sgt laku arrr.. arie2 msti abs nya.. spa lambt alamat tak dpt ler.. kasian..bygkan sy da mkn nac ayam dri1st day posa lae.. kecuali ari nie.. ahaha..
2 pun paya menahan dri utk tdk mmbeli.. tpi mkn laksa gak.. ble la tahan.. ahaha. asl kan ada mkn kan.. ehhe..

emm pa lae arr.. smgt menaip nie arie.. ahaha.. best bha.. tia sgka menaip nie best.. actlly nak ltk pic.. tapi.. adui naa.. dpt la sgt.. mau upload pun da berjam.. nnti la.. tyme sy smgt mau ambi pic bazaar, sy ltk.. utk kengan maa.. ahah.. yg ADO 2 pun dpy msk 1 pic ja.. aiyoh tia best lgsg.. banci sy!!..

adui windu ny ngan mama.. rsa mau blk mlm nie!! huhuhuhuhuhu.. tak pa.. 27 nie jmpa!! ehehehe.. c u mumy.. i miz u alot lyke hell!!! ahha.. i love u!!!..

tia tau.. ahaha

actully nak update bab kawan sy smgt sur update.. uiseyh tak la.. sowie brand.. sblm dia suru sy mmg nak update dah.. tpi tak tau nak cita apa..

emmmm... 2morrow.. ada quiz acc.. uuuuu.. scary.. ahaha.. sy blum pandai lae nie new chapter bha.. kawan sy yg pro acc pun blum lae study.. so tak dpt nak blja sgt.. huhu.. tpi dia ada ajr jua la.. sgt bek wlupun blk2 kena mara oleh sy.. ntah tak da perasaan agk nya.. or dia da redho nga kekejaman sy.. pa le bt kan.. ahahah.. owg trima sy seada nya.. tpi sy.. emmm. ssh nak ckp.. pena dulu sy tak tegur dia 3arie berturut2.. 3 arie ja.. tak leh lebih.. lebih dose tau.. mslhnya.. sy mara dia tiba2 nie.. cian owh.. bila pikir blk.. knp dia ble trima perngai sy n sy tidak.. ish.. manusia2.. aplah.. tapi jan wsau kami da okay.. tpi 1 arie tak gaduh mulut tak sah.. ahaha.. sy kucing dia anjing.. lawan ja la kan.. tapi kawan gak.. lawan pun bukan simpan kat atie.. 2 la kawan kan.. ehehe.. sebenar nya dia yg bek. 2 la kmi kwn mac.. ehehehe... sudah la cita sal dia.. pjg lak.. ahahaha..

blk sal acc.. utk esk sal penyata bank n buku tunai.. naaaa tak tau kan.. sy tau da.. bru bljar..a hahaha.. best gak bah acc nie.. msti paham.. lbh krg math jua la.. tpi ssh lae la... ahahaha... sy lgsg tak bercita-cita utk jdi accountant wlu da bljar acc.. ssh sgt la.. huhu.. tak larat sy.. ahaha.. menyedihkan..

ehh da la.. nak study.. esk exam lor..

sebelum terlupa, blm terlambat lae tuk ucap slamat berpose.. ehehe.. bgn sahur k.. sy nak mkn d cafe esok subuh.. ahaha.. k nite!!!

amie_ness & qiqi_ness!!!

huhu.. amie!!! sy tak dpt comment ko nya post.. ahaha.. besa line sot2... tapi tia pa.. cnie ble jua.. ehehe.. sya windu gila jua ngan kmu dua... cba la kita stdy sma2 tiga2.. huhu.. btl2 terpisah jau owh.. ko d KL, qiqi di penang, sy kat labuan.. fuh.. tia pa dugaan.. menguji persahabatan kita.. eheheh.. yakin kita akan bersama jua nnti bila msg2 dah berjaya.. uiseyh.. ckp mcm hebat! ehehehe.. aduh windu sy igt kamu.. huhu.. skit jiwa anie.. eheheh.. raya kita jumpa k.. wajib!!!.. syg kmu dua yang teramat!!!

happy!!!

lately i owaz cry bcoz of u.. but at 2/8, even juz a small act from u, give a big impact 2 my day.. ehhe.. mybe it juz a small things 2 u.. but 4 me.. huuh.. juz God know how happy i am.. ehehe.. thank u 4 make me happy even juz awhile.. i wil be a gud frens of ur, if u want 2.. but deep inside my heart nobody wil know!!.. =)

without word

I shouldn’t have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it
I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place
I should have run away
I should have pretended I wasn’t listening
like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it
I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place
Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
It came without a word
Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore
otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before
Without a word, tears starts falling down
Without a word, my heart is broken
Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I’ve become transparent, I’ve become a fool
and I cry just by looking at the sky
Without a word, separation finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
It tool my heart by surprised
To send you away unexpectedly
It came without a word
Without a word, love appears
Without a word, love vanishes
Like a fever I’ve had, maybe all I have to do is hurt for a while
Because in the end, the only thing that remains are scars

sakit...

kmu pena rsa skit ati yg teramat!!!?.. rsa mcm mau cabut kuar ja ati 2 dri bdan... tau ka thp kebencian yg tggi ble mnyebabkn ati jdi skit..??. BETUL sy tak kesah klu kmu da suka pompuan len.. rasanya da sy bgtau kan klu satu ari ada pompuan yg dpt mencuri ati kmu, juz tel me... sy tak kan marah.. jau skali benci kmu... ni cma supaya sy tak la mnggu dan mghrap... bkn ati nie tak sggp mnggu or mghrp.. but, ati nie skit sgt bila fikir kmu pena ckp yg kmu syg sy.. tpi kenyataan nya apa yg sy ble nmpk n suma pun ble nmpk.. yg kmu mmg teda perasaan ngan sy lae… sy ckp sy da skt hmpir 2 bulan, n dia kata dia oso skt.. wah caring nya ‘U’ ngan dia... can semes her dri pgi smpai ptg.. sy smggu skali pun mcm ssh sgt.. if not me yg start, mybe kmu tak kan start.. if msg pun mybe sekerat.... sebetul nya mmg dri awl lae suma slh sy.. sy yg mula kan satu perpisahan yg pjg.. sy yg skit kan ati kmu dulu.. ya!! suma slh sy.. tpi sy pena cba utk baiki keadaan.. trus jdi lak perpisahan yg ke2..sy igt kan ble jdi lbh bek.. tpi jdi mcm lae trk.. mybe sy sowg ja yg rasa gini.. ss sendri.. kecewa sendri.. kmu mybe da sgt happy ngan apa yg kmu ada skang.. atau mybe kmu tak sedar yg kamu ska ama dia.. skang sy sedarkan yg kmu ada perasaan ngan dia.. ngan sy adalah zero!! rasanya teda lae “ I love u, as”…

p/s: maaf, sy da tak terlarat nak pendam lae...

mathematic!

today i wil talk about mathematic... if, maths is a guy.. i wil marry him.. ahahahaha... gila!! ahaha.. tapi btl la.. sy gila minat ngan math.. klu ble nak study math ja.. huuhuhu.. benda yg sy rsa rugi bila ambi acc, coz tak dpt bljr ful math kat matrik nie.. ada topic yg kena cut dri syllbs kmi.. juz utk acc la.. alasan nya coz math sh utk bdk acc.. What the tut... ahaha.. ada lak gitu.. suma 2 depands ngan owg bha 2.. dah suma penyarah da set kat mind diowg.. math ssh utk bdk acc. that y diowg nmpk result math bdk acc yg rendah sj.. aiyoh.. tulung la ya.. cut da syllbus, bukan cra terbek bha... sptt nya diowg improve diowg nya cra pengajran... uiseyh sy lak yg bg cdngan ahahaha.. pa ble bt.. sy mau bljar mat bngat.. huhuhu.. takpa.. pas nie.. ada rezeki smbg pure math.. hahahaha.. amin... usaha lbh ckit bru dpt kan.. k 2 ja la utk arie nie.. da merepek bnyk.. ahahahaha.. daaa...